"This is how I’m feeling. This is how I usually feel, most of the time, actually. It’s so confused and messed up. I already said to myself to give up, that it doesn’t matter anyway, it won’t make a difference if I try to understand things. It won’t work. I have others thing to get attached to, that are actually worth the shot.
But there’s a voice inside of me that tells me to keep going. That tells me to keep digging deeper and deeper, trough the darkness. It pulls me. It has me. The death… The sorrow… The pain. The Hell.
At this point, I’m not fighting against it anymore. I’m letting the pain and insanity takes the power for a bit.
Because I want to grow. I want to get stronger. And it hasn’t a way to do that by sitting, studying, having a normal life, and just getting way with things that you don’t understand.
I want to live. I want to have history, experience, knowledge. I don’t want the pain, or the darkness. I want the prize behind it."
Love me, or I'll take your soul and bring it to the hell, where it belongs.
Me, Anna, AKA Dark Lady, showing one part of me, that you are usually afraid of or fascinated for.